This natural hair is working my last nerves. I can't seem to get it to style right.
I am so about to get a damn relaxer in my head again. I try to style it and it still looks like crap. Nothing I've used so far really makes it curl. I've tried to braid it up and wear it out. NOT. I've tried to twist it up and wear it out. NOT. Big twists, Lil Twists, All kind of damn twists and still my hair comes out looking like a bushy mess.
I AM NOT ROCKING A FRO. I REPEAT. I AM NOT ROCKING A FRO.
Afros do not appeal to me for me at all so I don't see too many other options.
I mean should I just keep getting it flat ironed? Isn't that too much heat?
I had to get up at 4am this morning to just to wet my hair put in some leave in conditioner, some hair souffle and braid it up, only to put on a wig cap and wear a wig. What's the damn point of being natural if I can't seem to get a style decent looking enough to wear it out?
I'm not trying to have a greasy head looking like Michael Jackson back in the day with a jheri curl. I had a jheri curl before and I don't want that anymore.
I want curls but I don't want my hair to have to be wet to be curly. I want my hair to look like this....